WHy are the simplest things always the most drawn out?

Ive come to the realization that one: I need out, two: I need to do it soon, and Three: this is one battle that I cant afford to lose and I need to be at the topmof my game in order to get everything I need. yes, need. I dont want to get out of my house but that is what is best for me and my family as far as Im concerned. My parents have very little control over me in most terms. I feel they control me too much, and my parents lay blame to "Senioritis". Part of that may be true all I know for sure is that Im not hapy with the way things are right now. I need a break from my family. It feels like its four against one when it comes to "what Cody did Wrong now."It feels like I dont have an ally in anything do. at least as far as my home goes. I know I have an ally in Jess and she will always be there for me come what may. I love her for that and much more. I could easily see myself spending all eternity with her. The only problems that we seem to have are when other people get involved in our lives. She gets upset when we cant do things tgether because my parents have decided to pose another new restriction on me.I get upset and slightly jealous of the other men in her life who got to know her almost as well as I have. part of me cant stand that they knew her first. Other people just seem to complicate us.I wish these simple things would be solved as easily as they should be. NO, they require much more thought and fighting than is really neccessary. I just wish sometimes that I didnt have to care and that the world would go on without me having to notice or participate. Then I remember the reason that I go on. Jess. Jess and any children that may come from my pairing with her, because I have no doubt in my mind that we will end up together. They need me and depend on me, therefore I need to take care of myself to see that those things happen.