That creeping feeling.

I can't believe it and yet I knew it would happen. Jess again has betrayed me. Jerry again why can't I ever get away from him. I've been told over and over by Jess that Jerry is nothing to worry about, he's not the reason, there are no feelings between them. What a load of shit as was apparent this evening/day when All of a sudden Jess is on Paden Like shes dating him and lo and behold, when asked about it she replies not yet. What the fuck is that? Why do I get to be the recipient of this bullshit? Have I done something? Not yet my ass. You have the balls to flaunt it Jess why not just say it and be done you bitch? I didnt do anything with Racquel because I was considering how you felt. how about a little decency? You couldnt even wait one day, you just saw him what the HELL?And to top it off I dont even know why I care. Right now I want you out and never want to see you again. Just fall into a pit and die Jess.