Too little too late

So its been a while Im a loser for not having any time but things have been going pretty good lately. Now Im stressed again and Im worried that Im not going to be able to meet the expectations of those around me. I guess I just need some way of managing my time better, but I lack the dicipline. It's the week before Miliary ball michael has decided hes going to pretend to care this week and has asked for grades. God I hate that. I wish he would just get out of my buisness. It wouldnt be so bad If I had been on top of my grades and homework. I wasnt though I have failed again and now Jess is going o pay the price and it kills me that I do this to her all the time. I have a 27% in my Philosophy class. There I said it maybe now I can fix it. I have only done three out of seven assignments. Five out of nine tomorrow, and there is no way my grade is going to be up by then. I dont know how Im going to fight this battle. I think If I talk to my mom It might work out better. If by chance you do read this Jess I want you to know I lve you and Im sorry I let you down.