Why some of us shouldn't Breed- again

I'm an ass hole. I wrong too many people then I seek forgiveness too quickly. I don't deserve forgiveness, I don't deserve the love of another right now. I have done nothing but take and lie and hurt. I don't know how many times a person can say I'm sorry before it doesn't count but I think I'm there. I'll say it again cause I know that he still cares even though I don't deserve it. Jessica, I'm sorry. I hope that in time you can forgive all of my betrayals. I want you to know that today really helped me in terms of moving on. I talked to a lot of people, inclding Racquel. And I wasn't trying to shadow you or anything I just want to make things okay with us. I still want to kiss you goodbye, but I undersand if you don't even talk to me tomorrow. I really a sorry Jess.